| then and now randomness |
[Dec. 25th, 2009|03:00 am] |
January 1, 2009
How old were you? 23
Education: some college
Did you like anyone? very much so
Single or Taken? singleish lol it was mostly just talk at that point
Where did you work? didn't i had a broken hand
Car you drove: it was smashed
Favorite place to hang out: my room
Favorite TV show: ncis
Favorite Movie: any d rated horror movie
Who was your enemy? didn't have one
Did you get your heart broken? no
Countries you visited: none
Trouble with the law? nope
Best friends: katie bryan robyn
Who did you kiss? no one
Missed anyone? yeah
Lost a loved one? no
Started a new relationship? was kind of
Got hitched? no
Got knocked up? hell no
Biggest regret: letting myself fall
Best memory: that walk at like four in the morning in the winter woods
Any serious injuries? just the broken hand
Who'd you gain as a friend? no one really
Who'd you lose as a friend? same
Get into any fights? not really
Most expensive purchase: psh i don't remember
Did you move to some place new? back home
What was your old new years resolution? i didn't have one
December, 2009
How old are you? 24
Education: some college...almost done
Did you like anyone? ugh i'm falling hard
Single or Taken? single but not looking for anything serious
Where do you work? maybe at mcc? *fingers crossed*
Car you drive: the dodge when my dad lets me
Favorite place to hang out: the barn with shadow
Favorite TV show: MERLIN!
Favorite Movie: the hours
Who is your enemy? myself
Did you get your heart broken? yes. but it's well past mended now
Countries you visited: none
Trouble with the law? not lately
Best friends: bryan
Who did you kiss? a few people lol but not the one i want to
Miss anyone? yes
Lost a loved one? no
Started a new relationship? i'd say it's heading that way
Got hitched? nope
Got knocked up? hell no
Biggest regret: waiting for so long to do what i did (ie stopping meds, going to therapy etc)
Best memory: the last time bryan and i went to moz. and jamming to the song "i gotta feelin"
Any serious injuries? no
Who'd you gain as a friend? a few people...even rekindled some friendships from a while ago
Who'd you lose as a friend? ummm a few people, but hopefully not forever
Get into any fights? just spats
Most expensive purchase: ugh nothing really. i'm a brokeass foo
Did you move to some place new? well i moved from my bed to my futon does that count?
What was your new years resolution? drop another 80 lbs before it's time to show shadow. i've lost 30 so far :D just 80 to go. |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2009|12:53 am] |
after rewatching one of what i consider the funniest moments on rosanne i had to make this new icon. i laughed SO freaking hard at jackie. you should for reeelz look the scene up on youtube. i think i found it under "is this the sink am i shrinking?"
btw when did they decide that you could "upgrade" into a still free account but have 15 icons!? i'm loving this! |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2009|05:39 am] |
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you know. i noticed a while ago that my layout quit working. and it has made me sad. parts of it still work. but the background is gone. i do think a morgana one would certainly make my life joyful. i might work on that tomorrow. er later. yeah. ugh. |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2009|05:37 am] |
i fear i'm growing disheartened. it seems as though the sun is never going to rise. i think if it wasn't for an amazing playlist of pagan music i stumbled upon i might have grown weary long ago.
i wish i had some way to occupy my time as of now. i watched mists of avalon earlier. i almost wish i hadn't. that movie depresses me for so many reasons. although right now i'm finding myself merely jealous. or perhaps missing a lifestyle i once lived? i could never put my finger on the connections i always had to the old ways. and their myths. for some strange reason i've always had knowledge. memories. of things i'd never read before. perhaps it's imagination. who knows. who cares.
my body aches. tomorrow i have to finish moving my room around. having a new bed doesn't help when it's propped up against the wall and i'm sleeping on a crappy futon. well it's not really crappy. it's more crappy to sleep on for several days. especially for a restless sleeper like myself. i don't know how i managed to sleep on this thing for months when i first when to gvsu. and with another person on it none the less!
ps. i decided next year solstice party at my house. and we'll have a real fire. and lots of fun. because sitting here alone. is lonely. lol.
there was an owl outside my window a while ago. at first i thought it was background in the movie. but it wasn't. i haven't heard an owl in a long time. it was eerie.
i think now i'm just reaching for stuff to say because i'm tired. and lonely. and trying to distract myself.
"fairy night songs" by gary stadler and stephannie is now playing and it's making me REALLY sleepy. it's like a lullaby :P
time for something new or i'll certainly be lost to my dreams. |
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